Unworthy ( Original Poem)

                                                                   

Unworthy

You look around for a place to hide, 

Noone every knowing the tears your eyes have cried. 

Whether its death or hurt that has brought you here

 you cling to that which makes the pain go away, that of which you fear. 

  

If only I knew when I was a young girl, the Lord above whom I know today.

Never perfect am I, but always striving to be that which you have called me to be. 

As a mom, I struggle ,as I scream and feel defeated more times than not, 

As a wife, who the approval of my beloved I have always sought. 

Gift to me Lord on this day you gave, to love and embrace the path you set before me, 

Not that I may always conqour every endeavor perfectly, 

Only that I never give up on trying to reach my full potential in your loving eyes. 

Unworthy is this soul of your infinite love or kingdom, only asking humbly that you take pity on this soul who has fought her way through strife to do the right thing.  

This child who you formed and know intimately and still love. 

Written by Angeline Buntin

Nov 18, 2015